Tuesday, January 23

The world can be brightly lit at one moment and come crashing down on you the next.

Hit by harsh reality.

You people are outrightly biased.

It's hard to hang in there when you know you are already being given up by others.

So why do we get more cynical as the years passed? Because we understand whats going on. Because we get so weighed down by the responsibilities in life. Because we get to see the unhappiness, the evil, the pain in this world...

Life becomes a struggle to remain happy... Always attempting to climb up the slippery slopes of the dark hole that you are in. Or you could just wallow in self pity and continue to sink deeper and deeper into hole that you are digging for yourself.

I need to keep my emotions in check. I need to be more sensible, to be strong and hold on. I really feel that I am a can of Coke that has been vigorously shaken...

Can I erase my little blackboard of emotions and thoughts?

Peace, out.
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 1/23/2007 11:58:00 PM

Tuesday, January 2

Happy New Year to all. Well, hope you had a great new year celebration.

New Year is the time when everyone will look back at the past year and reflect on what they have done, and make resolutions for the coming year.

I either have a bad memory or I don't tend to remember things. Or I don't want to remember things.

Looking back at 2006, I can't really remember a lot of significant events. It is a pity how we tend to remember events that make us unhappy rather than happy. I think my pea brain cannot recall many events.

Anyway, me having 'school reopen blues' now :( Will be brought back to reality after a night's sleep... Nooooooo...

I can imagine myself dragging my lifeless torso to school tmr morning with half-opened eyes :(((
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 1/02/2007 11:43:00 PM