Sunday, September 25
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 9/25/2005 10:52:00 PM
it greatly unsettles me when I find myself so vulnerable. the incident during pract hits me real hard. anyway, it feels so urghhh when i cant even stand up at that moment cuz my right leg will jus collapse. *kia si wa* my quads muscle fibres were trembling like mad. *gasped in horror* the worst thing is, why did it happened at that moment?!?! damn xia suay. i must have given my lecturer a shock. haiz. can imagine he kick me outta the course cuz i have a jelly body and i get shit results. GREAT. keke.. i must heed my frens advice and exercise more, eat more and rest more. *sighs*
i was late for skool for 4 days this week. thats a record. think its really unforgiven. it was a blardy suay and lousy week lah. on wed, i took cab from khatib to yiochukang (nyp) and it cost a freaking amount of $6 + $1 surcharge! wahlan eh, khatib to yck is jus 1 blardy mrt stop, mind you. and only gotta drive straight all the way can. wat the hell.
finally cleared the Entrepreneurship presentation~ i had lotsa stuff to complain abt! its not worth the effort cuz apparently, that stchoopid lecturer doesnt appreciate wat the students have done. i think everyone did a great job for the slides. i'm impressed by the nursing pple.. they're really creative. that stchoopid PIG cut off so many grps presentation so much that probably only half of the team presented! hello fren, the presentation is a freaking 50% of this module can! wah kao eh. he's damn biased agst my course pple, cuz i supposed we gave very bad eval abt this elective module. *sighs* that stchoopid pig has no time management at all. we were supposed to be given 15 mins to present but he reduced it to 10 mins and 5 mins of Q&A.. then only told us on that day itself. and wth are you asking questions during presentation?? *curses and swears* cant u jus fcuking leave it to the last 5 mins of Q&A session?!?! damn rude of him! to think he holds such a high position in his dept. PUI!
anyway, the whole group dressed up nicely and wore blazers.. so formal :))) machiam FYP.. lol* wanted to take but the silly me forgot to bring batteries. URGH.
he has failed terribly as a lecturer. he doesnt deserved to be respected. if only someone has the guts to smack him right in his face.
all he does is crap. he'a an eloquent speaker but i dun think he qualifies to teach this Entrepreneurship module. sometimes even make the students wait in the LT when he mentioned another lecturer supposedly will take over. but when no one came, he jus disappeared and left us there in the LT waiting for an hour plus?!?! this goes to show how responsible he is as an educator... *roll eye*
so much abt kaopei-ing. hmm.. think i'm reverting back to a sulky youngster who was probably filled with angst and self righteousness. i am not going to let age catch up on me! hahaha! *ownself high*
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 9/25/2005 12:02:00 PM
Monday, September 19
i think i'm suffering from PANIC DISORDER! urghhhh!!! shite. i'm not in control of myself anymore..
now i understand the agony of uncontrolled psychotic illness. jialat la :( went to search online for the symptoms... i have most of them. wth. i really feel unwell now.. heart palpitations, sweaty palms, nausea, stomach cramp, headache.. pengz.
Diagnostic Criteria for Panic Disorder (according to DSM IV)
A. Recurrent unexpected Panic Attacks
Criteria for Panic Attack: A discrete period of intense fear or discomfort, in which four (or more) of the following symptoms developed abruptly and reached a peak within 10 minutes:
- palpitations, pounding heart, or accelerated heart rate
- sweating
- trembling or shaking
- sensations of shortness of breath or smothering
- feeling of choking
- chest pain or discomfort
- nausea or abdominal distress
- feeling dizzy, unsteady, lightheaded, or faint
- derealization (feelings of unreality) or depersonalization (being detached from oneself)
- fear of losing control or going crazy
- fear of dying
- paresthesias (numbness or tingling sensations)
- chills or hot flushes
B. At least one of the attacks has been followed by 1 month (or more) of one (or more) of the following:
- persistent concern about having additional attacks
- worry about the implications of the attack or its consequences (e.g., losing control, having a heart attack, "going crazy")
- a significant change in behavior related to the attacks
C. The Panic Attacks are not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, a medication) or a general medical condition (e.g., hyperthyroidism).
D. The Panic Attacks are not better accounted for by another mental disorder, such as Social Phobia (e.g., occurring on exposure to feared social situations), Specific Phobia (e.g., on exposure to a specific phobic situation), Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (e.g., on exposure to dirt in someone with an obsession about contamination), Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (e.g., in response to stimuli associated with a severe stressor), or Separation Anxiety Disorder (e.g., in response to being away from home or close relatives).
i need some medical attention...
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 9/19/2005 11:54:00 AM
Saturday, September 17
the past week was kinda hiong... slp 3-4 hours on average everyday :( then go skool machiam floating one. i bet its gonna get worse in the weeks ahead! urghhhhh!!! i want my quality sleep!
was telling hongrui that i have nuttin to blog abt these days.. here's wat she says...
sorry rui, next time i'll do a post and a swee swee collage of YOU eating okie? now no time la, paiseh~ hehehe!
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 9/17/2005 11:54:00 PM
Friday, September 9
some interesting happenings this week..
monday
visited dnr wheels in the morning after handing up our creativity report in skool -_-''' the company deals with hospital equipments, mobility aids, toilet aids, wheelchairs, motorised wheelchairs, etc. those equipment were cool but quite ex lah. we tried some powered wheelchairs which cost as high as S$16,000. but we're still quite chor loh in handling the equipment. -pengz- quite interesting la.
tuesday
had a tea party in the evening with the japanese students from seirei christopher college. this group of jap students were a fun and crazy bunch! they got so excited when a few of us asked them abt jap celebrities, e.g. takuya kimura, hideaki takizawa, speed (some of us sang the chorus part of 'white love' together with miho ^_^), kinki kids, arashi etc~(erm.. we're not very up-to-date about other jap celebrities.. lol*)
the jap gals~ chio eh?
they danced a song by arashi.. quite pro leh!!
a group pic :)))
wednesday
had abnormal psychology presentation... phew! finally it's over! 1 project down, oh yeah!
interesting stuff we learnt during physio lect..
- Narcolepsy-Cataplexy Syndrome: A type of hypersomnia sleep disorder, in which there is an irresistable urge to sleep during the daytime. (i guess i can diagnose this for most of my frens.. hahaha~)
- Deep sleep is a temporary coma
- Sleep Apnea: A type of hypersomnia sleep disorder, in which there is cessation of sleep due to obstruction of respiratory passage. Causes daytime sleepiness. (According to my lecturer, this occurs in obese pple and that during night time when they're sleeping, they will wake up in the middle of nite feelin breathless as the fat at their neck obstruct the larynx. lol.) i deduce that my JC civics tutor, Mr Desker, suffers from this! hahaha! me zek ark.
thursday
it was a hungry day... didnt have a lunch break :( whole day packed with lessons.. 2 sets of practicals summore!! we did visual impairment during mobility pract, so we gotta tour ard the school in pairs - 1 blind one, 1 guide. and when it was my turn to be 'blind', i asked xinyi to guide me to canteen to ask my clique to buy bao for me.. lol. if not really die of hunger. heheh!
had the first self-maintanence practicals.. it was an eye opener! we learnt abt solutions to eating/drinking probs, guided/faciliated feeding, positioning of babies during feeding etc. i never knew there are so many interesting assistive devices~ hah!
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 9/09/2005 11:57:00 PM
