Sunday, February 19

since i cant sleep (insomnia strikes again), i've decided to put up the johari one as well..
hahaha!
click here!

0308am

hey, do this for me okie?
click here! my nohari window!
thanks alot ;)

0917pm
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/19/2006 09:17:00 PM

i'm in a terrible mess. lotsa unfinished work. it's just damn f***ing bad.

sometimes i wake up and feel like the whole world is playing a joke on me, enjoying every moment i trip and fall and make a fool out of myself. sometimes it's as though the whole world is out to get me (esp my lecturers and those therapists out there), making things as hard as possible for me. yet sometimes, i've got to admit, things are pretty okay, and small thgs can make me feel on top of the world. unfortunately it doesn't happen all the time. guess that's life..it just see-saw between love and hate, happiness and sorrow, day and night, yin and yang.. yah la, u get the point yeah.

do i sound as if i'm turning into a hysterical moron?

i am having problems with sleeping lately. i have insomnia on weekdays and hypersomnia on weekends! wtf. i fell asleep while having my cup noodles this afternoon! when i woke up, i had the 'postural hypotension' kinda thg.. felt so terrible! blurry vision, splitting headache, and once again, i was knocked out. wtf. wtf. wtf.

was talking about some trust issue with a few frens these days. i always believe that whether you like it or not, people do judge you from things you do. the way you talk, eat, and even sleep. everything you do is observed and evaluated by others. in the end, it makes you what you are and unknowingly craft your so-called personality.

as a result, whatever your personality is, there will aways be expectations from the others. people will look forward at things that you do. if you're a photographer, they expect you to only snap great photos and nuttin else. if you can't fulfil such anticipation, disappointment cannot be denied. that's what life is all about, outlive our own shadows that we cast.

do we have to be a better person day after day, year after year? then instead of trying to outlive the others, we're actually but in reality we are only trying to shed away from our existing accomplishment? if we never outlive our own achievement, we're as good as a living dead, cuz every single action will be compared to our supreme reach. in this case, why would we want to live a meaningless life of underachievement?

in my opinion, underachievement should not be pardoned. simply becuz the signature crafted on is too deep to be washed away.
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/19/2006 08:33:00 PM

Friday, February 17

went to support jess at NUS dance ensemble concert - Evocation '06 on wed nite :)


us.. the supporters.. LOL







a grp pic :)


jess!

headed to the cheese prata shop for dinner cum supper.. yums!





fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/17/2006 11:40:00 PM

Tuesday, February 14

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Sunday, February 12

j*oanna's!

another one!

s*teph's!

one more!

y*iqi's

wah.. she got so happy bo?

jess's (aka scallop)!

Ocean72 comprises of scallop, shrimp, ikan bilis, seahorse, cuttlefish and jellyfish.
Ocean72's motto: 'To strive to lay low. To perservere as inconspicuous. And to stay alive in the gigantic ocean' LOL.

me and y*ixian~

me and j*ojo

3 of us~

during LLD lesson (machiam cooking class.. wahahahaha!)

my grp's!

the feast!

a class pic before the sumptuous feast began~!

during group work~

n*izar seemed to enjoy being the warrior of love! LOL!

muahahahaha!

startin to get damn busy this week... projects and assignments (be it formal or informal ones) are piling up. wtf. urgh! and in 2 weeks time, it will be another round of 'nervous breakdown's' month. wish me luck man.

fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/12/2006 07:54:00 PM

Saturday, February 4

yesterday was the grandfather's father, i.e. great-grandfather of all bad day. i interpret this as the unleashing of bad luck into the new year. ok fine, i noe i'm exaggerating and it's not all that bad. wahahaha.

i left my house for skool earlier than my usual time last morning. as usual, i took 969 and dropped at khatib. THEN, I DECIDED TO TAKE BUS TO YCK INSTEAD OF THE USUAL TRAIN.

the thing is, though i have tried this route a couple of times, i never knew the exact buses that goes to yck mrt station from khatib~ LOL. i will just board any TIBS bus that comes along which its service number is 85-something. luck has always been with me and i will arrive safely at yck mrt station. heez :)

but not this time round...

fyi, the TIBS bus services that u can find at khatib bus stop: 851, 852, 853, 854, 855, 857, 858, 965, 969.

so, i happily thought there are 7 bus services that could possibly bring me to yck mrt station...

lalala... as usual, i suka-suka take any bus service that begins with 85-something that comes along... this time, 857!

but who knows...

the bus made an unfamiliar turn! shit, i took the wrong bus! wahkao!

i alighted the bus at some god-noes-where place. *check watch* 15 min more to lesson. not that bad. still got time, i thought.

i crossed to the opp road and waited for another 85-something bus in hope to undo my mistake. here came 854! thinkin that this bus can bring me back to yck, i boarded the bus.

to my utmost horror, i landed myself in another god-noes-where! cham liao!

*check watch* wah! bo xi kan liao! abt 5 min more to lesson!

so bo bian gonna take cab. i dunwan to miss the lecture! blardy hell, none of the cab is available! wtf.

so i ran like mad (a dist of abt between 2-3 bus stops) to a familiar bus stop where i saw another 85-something bus.

851!

i knew this bus definitely goes to yck mrt station.

and from yck mrt station, i ran like mad to skool.

ended up i was 20 min late for class, out of breath and sweating like mad :(

i was lucky i didnt have an asthma attack though.

in the evening, supposed to watch i not stupid with the gals but tickets were sold out! wtf! wtf! wtf! wtf! wtf! i want to watch la!!!

haiz... these are really not that bad. i can still live with this... there are worse things than these kinda crap.

anyway, found out from mx that only 851, 852 and 853 go from khatib to yck mrt station. remember.. 1, 2, 3 only.

so, that makes it 3 out of 7 buses of all 85-something buses to get it right. the success rate is actually less than half~ wahahahaha!

heehee~ now i dun feel so bad~
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/04/2006 11:51:00 PM

Thursday, February 2

我认识一个女孩 她天真活泼可爱
在等待 有个人可以给她一身三千宠爱
不需要很有钱 不需要很帅
她脾气古怪 有时候包容有时候你必须忍耐

为什么 她竟然爱上他
她到底在 想什么
她是否忘了帅哥不能爱
是什么 让她乱了方寸
不知道该做什么
我想说这怎么可能
她舍得 舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
女追男的游戏 一点都不害臊
一天到晚在他身边又吵又闹
只为了能够被他瞪一眼就好

看她在这边 而他在那边
而她想被他捧在手心上面
而他装做视而不见 脑袋中却浮现
眼前尽是她在微笑的画面

而她说
遇到对的人 是种缘分
我不得不承认 女生还是需要有分寸
你需要去瞄准 你要的人
不再被动的等 送上嘴唇变成你的人

重头来过 要快乐不要难过 不要谎言要承诺
她和他的爱情是否懒惰
就算有不安定的因素随时出没
她也能排除万难和他一起度过

ok 这 慢慢倡动倡动 后外面顺风顺风
吹到的心中心中 尽是无限的感动
他多次去注意她任何的一举一动
才发现自己早已不小心掉入其中

而他知道 我想是他知道 所有她的一切 他都知道
他感到 他若知道倍高兴 心里早久想把她抱紧
不管未来艰难筵隙太多 只管现在能够相爱再说
将一起完成的事情太多 就怕时间不够

而她说
遇到对的人 是种缘分
我不得不承认 女生还是需要有分寸
你需要去瞄准 你要的人
不再被动的等 送上嘴唇变成你的人
fUnK-p` dropped a tear at 2/02/2006 11:53:00 PM